Perspective (Thursday, September 4, 2014 / 2:02 PM)
A Different Lens.
I guess I need to learn to be thankful again. To learn to open up my doors, to communicate, to bless, to listen, to stop isolating myself. Maybe i'm not supposed to go back to how I was in the past. Perhaps, I need to move forward, into something even better than how I was last time. Maybe that's the problem of having a problem. You keep wanting to go back to how things used to be. But you'll never go back to the state of yesterday, the same state of peace and calm. Because whatever problem you face, it is meant for you to change and be moulded, into something better and greater than what you were, who you once were. For the past few days, I learnt that time continues to go by, it never stops moving, no matter what you're going through. And while we're being upset and mourning and doing whatever things that we're doing, we miss out on all the chances that we could smile, or even bless somebody else. John Green says that,
"You don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world... But you do have some say in who hurts you." Similarly, when you get down, you have the choice of getting back up, or just stay down there dwelling in the pain. Things are still the same, equally painful, they haven't got better. But right now, I know that eventually, everything will turn out alright.
On a side note, its been four weeks into school now. Been crazy and hectic and extremely busy, but I guess I need a little more time to get use to this uni life. :) & I started my first dance class yesterday! *yay. ^v^ Things are finally getting somewhere, teeheee.
