I Breathe You In, God. (Wednesday, August 20, 2014 / 7:13 PM)
And when I don't understand
I will choose You
And when I don't understand
I will choose You
And when I don't understand
I will choose to love You, God
And You are good, God
For You are good to me
Its my honour
Its my privilege
To worship You
To worship You
For You are good, God
For You are good to me...
Amongst the greatest trial, remind me of Your mercy, Lord..
Even amongst all the confusion, remind me of Your greatness.
During the good and bad times, remind me Lord, of the very first step.
First love. First presence. First cry. First prayer.
When I was first born again..
When I don't understand, I will choose You.
I will choose to love You, God.
It is my privilege to worship You and I should never take it for granted.
When things get low,
when I'm stuck in my own whirlwind of memories,
when things get confusing,
when it seems impossible,
remind me of Your love.
Remind me, of You.
The death of someone shouldn't affect me this hard. But it did.
The memories shouldn't hurt this much. But it does.
The gathering shouldn't be this silent. But it is.
Nothing's the same. Yet, nothing really changed.
Maybe, things were already different ever since It started.
Time, it will never turn back.
I need to stop dwelling on the past, but I can't help but regret.
Would it make a difference if I spend more time with you?
Or would it hurt more when you went away?
Who's to blame? It really doesn't matter.
But I guess, it hurts a bit less, when you're more distracted.
But amidst all these, I've learnt to let go of certain things.
And sometimes, it really doesn't matter whose fault it is.
Because we just gotta keep looking forward.
There's no point looking back.
And sometimes, we simply don't understand.
We may never be able to get the answer.
Yet, when I don't understand, I've learnt..
the importance of trusting You.
